Apparently

Apparently, I have mild aspergers and hyperfocus adhd. The latter requires me to exercise as often as I eat and sleep. 

Damn, rewiring your brain takes a really long time, I've been tracking a thing for 8 years and another thing for 4 years, simultaneously but not deliberately simultaneously, just apparently.

Hard skills require so many more reps, soft skills less reps and easier. Both very expensive.