84 degrees at 4:54

Indeed it is 84 degrees at 4:54AM. I could take a cold shower and it won't be cold.

Let me share with you the shit that I'm in. For the most part, the real reason I don't say much is because I bitch a lot. Bitch mode!

Being self employed is the most strenuous, ridiculous idea to practice especially when you're not a profit greedy employer. That, I am clearly not! I'm not organized, I get bored and distracted easily. Because, the truth is, doing the same or similar things over a lifetime is just not gratifying...over a lifetime. Unless you're like said, dumb, zombie business people.

Getting projects to come in out of thin air, for some reason, is not the problem. The problem is finding good people to work with. Not clients. Clients are a hate/love thing. I'm talking about partners and employees, people that share the same goals and intentions. The search is like a never ending uphill battle. While the workload says I clearly should be, all this means is that I cannot expand.

Not surprisingly, I'm also in another situation. We're multiplying again. Yep, we're expecting a baby girl in August. Time management? Hahaha!